Oh my oh my.

i’m kind of bored now. I was on my way just now and was as usual, was sms-ing shimin. she told me Xu WeiLun died, i was like ‘uh?’ and then, ‘oh!’ and then, ‘OMG! how did it happen?’ i mean, i believed this came across as a big shock to many right? after all, its someone whom you have seen on TV before. =( its a sad thing. so, 天有不测风云，人有旦夕祸福 is right. we shouldn’t take life for granted. life is really not as long as we think. spend it wisely.

and and, i really feel bad for not being able to send evie off on saturday because i’m flying off on friday. =\ i mean, she’s going off for 2 whole long years and i can’t even send her off. = i feel like a bum. you know, we are a foursome, but whenever we go out, we tend to separate into 2s, jun and me, sam and evie. its only until recently that we really behave like a foursome. up to this point in time, whenever people ask me who’s my closest friend,(ok, i know its dumb.) i’ll just say jun, sam and evie. =) really! to me, they are not friends already, we are so used to each other we can like see each other only once in a year and still have things to talk about. and they are the only ones i can call and cry. =) i still remembered when miss yap and 38s were not on very good terms, the misunderstandings, bitching and all. it was madness! one fine night at around er, 9+? i called jun up.(i refuse to call sam because 10 times out of nine she don’t pick up. HA.), i swear i just wanted to call her and whine. in the end, the moment the line got through and i heard her voice, i cried. CRIED LIKE SIAO OK. it went on for about an hour? she still had her A Maths homework, but yeah, she still listened to my cries. after i finally calmed down, she talked to me a little and i hung up as a happy girl. ok, not happy. just, yeah, you know what i mean. =)
i really don’t want to imagine how would life be without them.

taken by a random but nice waiter.

and, i really like this and i think its the first ever picture we took together.

sam is just being normal.

=)

this is well, er a candid shot.

and this is what you call cool.

and we end it with a pretty group picture.

For something that i won’t tell you. I’M JEALOUS. =

oh yes,

yours sincerely. =D

*faints and stands up on own* Ok, after that slight concussion, i’m here to say something, yes! Kelly is going to the PSS2 finals! NO! i’m not in Singapore. =(

So much for complaining, whining and all, she’s going to the Finals afterall. BUT! finally there’s another thing and i won’t be in town. SEE, i’ve long said that i have no fate with her. One can only say this is heaven’s will. =\ irritating arh, the web didn’t put her as a confirmed attendee what, how i know. grrrr. til next time then, which would hopefully be the farewell.
@$^GBDFE*^R&*E$^W$^
See how i feel? this is what you mean by words can’t express how you feel. but still, i’m a happy girl cus i’ll be in TW next week this time. =D laallalalla! i just can’t wait to do everything with my girls can. =)

talking about girls, i went out with evoi, jun and sammah today. We went Billy bomber’s cus jun had this voucher thing. we went in sat down and enquired about it, to our horror, the Manager told us that they didn’t accept vouchers on Saturdays. we were devastated. Really, devastated was the only word to describe how we felt. but then, we got complimentary ice lemon tea, i wonder if they were taking pity on us or did they do that cus the 2 other girls with me were gorgeous? See, i knew it was right to go out with a few hot babes. =D

I TELL YOU. these two days was like a roller coaster ride, first my parents played me out, i was damn fustrated lar can, one thing i can’t stand is to be pangseh-ed. its a sickening feeling. Then after a few confirmations, some talks, a bit of tears(yes, i freaking cried in front of my mum and whined when she didn’t allow me two days ago.) ALL IS FINE NOW! =)

on the 2nd Feb, i’ll be flying to taiwan and will be going for 7days, and and, my tourmates wouls be wen, shimin and ber! lalala, i’m a happy girl now arh. i can’t wait to grab out my suitcase and pack can! i’m so gonna be loaded with shopping! i will buy food back too! YES! i know i will get fat when i come back, but heck, once in a lifetime can.

And yes, because i am happy, i shall do good deeds! anythingthat you might want me to help you get in TW? tell me! but but, the only condition is no money no talk. =) So, transfer me the rough amount od moolah first. HEY, if i buy i don’t charge shipping one ok, good deal can.

=). YAY YAY YAY! i’m so so so so happy and contented now. =)

i freaking don’t care lar can. I WANT TO FREAKING TAKE A PLANE AND LEAVE SINGAPORE AFTER I QUIT MY DAMN JOB and preferably come back only after the results are released. I WANT TO GO TAIWAN. I DON’T CARE. even if i can’t got at the end of the day, i won’t want to be in Singapore during that 9 days. NONONONO. my parents like freaking played me out like two weeks before flying. NOW NOW, that really ain’t a nice start to 2006. 2007 i meant. i don’t care. i don’t care. i don’t care!

As you can see, i really don’t feel good now. GET OUT OF MY SIGHT YOU IRRITATING PEST.

YAY! i went TP’s open house today. it was damn cool. learnt mayny new things about the things that i wanted. Then i talked to kaixuan online about her course just now and felt that its quite interesting too. i feel so bad now, what if i hoped too much and can’t get what i want when results come out? i think i will be so devastated i will just break down and cry. So i’ve come up a way to avoid reality with my 38s.

We’ll go overseas. =) yes, of nothing goes wrong, our Taiwan trip has been brought forward again, to before CNY. YAY! all these talking and imagining is making me excited and i feel so good, i don’t feel like working. =( and yes, if we do go before CNY, i’ll have to tender my resignation a week earlier than what i had planned.

eh sorry, i go sleep. more updates tomorrow.

eh damn. i bought myself another 2 GAP tops on top of my newly purchased Abercrombie jacket and top within 2 days. Ok, although its frm a sale, i still feel guilty, cus the 2 tops are of the SAME design, but in different colours. i know you’re gonna say that i’m mad. but shut up. its not your money that i’m spending what. so keep your comments to yourself.

met up with shimin, wan and wen for a while just now. talked about the same old thing. results and courses. TSK. so now, what i still want most is my media and communications course. but then, its has a very low cut off, at 12 i think. i mean, be realistic, i don’t really think i can do it. then i told them if i did really really badly but can still manage to scrape through to poly, i might consider maritime transportation management. AIYAH SHUT UP LAR. i know you’re gonna say cus kelly took this yadda yadda. SHIT YOU. this concerns my future ok. kelly kelly, i don’t mind if she’s the one supporting me lar, but no right, so you shut up about me picking this cus of her.

i only read about the course and found that its quite interesting actually, but i still really don’t know what is it about actually. i might want to find someone who was in it before to tell me more about it. HA. you get what i mean. ok lar serious, if i really get some time with kelly in near future when we’re having gatherings and all, i’ll try to ask her more about the course. but really arh, difficult sia, kind of impossible also. with so many people around her all the freaking time. but i’ll try. =\

ok, tomorrow! off to TP open house and maybe NP’s, wanted to go SP’s, but heard that it was long over. -.-

the Queen lords over you. no questions asked.

NO NO NO! i don’t want to get my O’Level results. NO NO NO! i don’t want Feb to come, i don’t want! i dreamt of getting my Os’ results yesterday night, it was downright freaky, i was jerked awake. imagine my fear. i tell myself that if i really did badly, i’ll retake, i don’t mind. HECK. people always tell me that retake is better than retain. HEH. so jevon! i’m joining you for study sessions if i do retake! =)

Be optimistic! Os aren’t everything. =)

you know you know. The Kelly fans of Singapore are now displeased that Mediacorp is not choosing Kelly’s songs for the female finals. HOW CAN LIKE THAT YOU FREAKING TELL ME. you choose WL, i understand, he was afterall the PSS champion, BUT. you choose sin huey but not kelly. WHAT DOES THIS MEAN? to the commoners like us, IT MEANS THAT YOU DON’T RESPECT HER AS THE FEMALE CHAMPION. it means that, you are boycotting her because she didn’t renew her MDC contract, because she’s no longer going to be based in Singapore in near future, because SHE IS FREAKING NOT FROM PLAY MUSIC. am i right or am i not wrong?(yes, either way it still means that i’m right.)

on a happier note. i’m happy today cus i got myself a new Abercrombie jacket. shall put Adidas aside first, i mean, Adidas is so ubiquitous, Abercrombie is so much cooler! =D i’m happy happy happy! Abercrombie is my new favourite brand! YUM!
BUT. that jacket and another top from the same brand took the rest of my meagre pay away. BOOHOO. so so so sad. but fine. what’s done cannot be undone. i’m going to whine for the next minute about having no money and will shut up after the next, because i’, not some whiny girl who whines over every freaking thing everytime.

And, Chinese new year is approaching! YAY! =) so many people buying RED clothes can. and so much for thinking chinese here are less traditional, they still go for bright especially RED colours when it comes to buying clothes for the chinese new year.

YES! i tell you, my mood wasn’t really good today cus i didn’t have enough sleep, i mean, you know how people can get all grouchy when they don’t have enough sleep. i’m a good example.
BUT. i went home early today cus i was doing morning shift AND decided to do some retail therapy to make myself happier. And boy i am so much happier after the therapy. And am exceptionally pleased with my buy. =)
I GOT MYSELF A ABERCROMBIE AND FITCH TOP AT A BLOODY GOOD DEAL. yum! not much damage to the wallet, YAY! that will replace my old brown and bleached abercrombie shirt. i have a new one now! three cheers for Abercrombie! =D

yes, as you can see, i’m feeling mean today. so if you’re really clever, you know what to do when you see me these few days. And anyway, i’m feeling really grouchy due to the lack of sleep. DAMN. whenever i request for off, its because i want to go out. how to rest like that you tell me huh. HUH HOW?!

today at work celine asked when we’re ending our stay at chomel. i told her soon after or before results, i don’t want to stay after getting results cus will be damn malu.(cus i don’t think retaking Os is something to be proud of.) She laughed. that mad woman. -.-
i got new shoes for work! but it was damn painful. AND. i got myself two pairs of nice socks! WHEE! one in velvet the other one in cotton but both in black. bloody comfortable and were only freaking $2 per pair from Daiso. am seriously considering if i should wear them when i wear my pumps out.

its freaking cold tonight cus it has been raining non-stop since morning. and the air-con is on! WHEE! i love it. it just feels oh-so-good when you can snuggle yourself up in the blanket to bed. =D.