Oh my oh my.

just came back from KFC chalet. it was like so fun can, ok, i admit, partly because kelly was there too. but hey, i got to know others like dayan, never knew they were this fun to be with until i actually knew them! LOL

tsk tsk. dearest princess seem to have a ‘slightly’ different time concept from us, first she said that she would be there on monday evening, a.k.a yesterday evening, then Emily came later in the night and said that she has work and will only arrive around 11pm-12 am, but guess what? dear kelly came at around 1.30am, which is like tuesday morning. LOL but it was damn fun, really, she stayed till 3am in the morning and left. actually we really appreciated that she made an effort to even come, i mean she’s suppose to have a long day of work today, but she actually came and stayed for quite some time. she’s damn cute, and natural, she doesn’t even put on airs, she’s like ONE OF A KIND. special. unique. her. poor kelly she was ‘shoot’ LEFT, RIGHT, CENTER by us yesterday, she had this LONG LONG chat with us and it was so funny to shoot her words back and to find her sometimes without anything to say. so cute can. then she told us bout a lot of things and she said that her album would only be out on 7/1/06. i’ll wait, cus i know its definitely worth waiting. =) then she took lots of photos with us and signed posters SPECIALLY designed for the chalet. she is not only a idol, she’s like a friend, who can get along with anyone easily and helps to let ppl know one another better, she really like a RARE GEM. =)


i’m like so totally OBSESSED with miss Poon here that i’m almost a lesbian.LOL. she’s really fun to be with and i actually asked her my name around 5 BLOODY TIMES last night and she remembers it…all 5 BLOODY TIMES, i’m so touched! T_T its been about 21 hours since i last saw kelly, and i’m like missing her EVERY SINGLE MINUTE of my time, i was so irritating, talking only about kelly the WHOLE day. literally. even xiaoyan couldn’t stand me. LOL i’m that noisy a person, forgive me but that’s my CHARACTER.



KELLY! MISS YOU SO MUCH CAN! WILL SEE YOU ON THURS, 22/12/05. HEAR ME SCREAM OK, WO TING NI!


goodnight kelly, i’ll go to bed and good lck for your album ok? JIA YOU!

WTH.


last week on thursday, 8/12/05, the day before i left for KL, i wanted to post, so, i typed out a LONGGGGG post which took me bout an hour, and when i clicked the ‘Publish Post’ button, it said ‘ ths following blog could not be found.’ and there went my hour long post. so, the irritated me shut down the computer and went away. ARGH!



so this was wat i wanted to say on that particular post.



it was smth like i was leaving for KL the following morning and i said that i will miss many people like, junny, sam, feifei, weimin, jasmine, kahyee, weiling, yan, wan fong, eli and the WHOLE of KFC, and of course, my dear dear kelly. 🙂 i missed you guys so much during my trip can, i thot of you guys when i was on the coach, thot of you guys when i was eating, thot of you guys when i was in the toilet and hell, i even dreamt of you guys. eerie isn’t it? funny, but that’s how ppl make an impact on me, those whom i have thot of, you guys have really made an impact to my life, without you ppl, my life would be only in black and white. 🙂


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then, i came back on 12/12/05. bought some clothes, and some made in malaysia pastries and tibits. LOL. msia was so FUN. its like PLAY, PLAY and PLAY. really. but the only bad thing was that i missed the Project SuperStar broadcasted there on both days, it wasn’t that i dun know, but i couldn’t make it back to the hotel on time. 😦 missed my chance to hear kelly sing, i came back to S’pore to know that it was the FINALS between SinHuey and Kelly on that day. 😦


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went to mediacorp to see kelly yesterday, really i think i really got no fate with her lor… 😦 noo i want to say lah, but everytime i see her right, she would be in a rush…like so sad can, when i wasn’t there, she was like a little not that rush kind lor…think i really damn SUAY lor.

and the main prob to this, i think is because of….my mum.
she’s like so strict lah. and its really irritating sometimes. i mean, really, i’m already 15. and she still give rules like no later than 12am outside. no overnights in chalets. no sleepovers at fren’s even if they live like in the same district as you, until i’m 16. really. do i look like i can’t take care of myself? she said thta was how she lived when she was my age. but really, you cant expect ppl to live the way you lived right? she says, idolising is a stupid thing? is it? i dun think so. i mean i dun give a damn even if its true but here, its not. when i do something, i think i’m right no matter what you say. she says i waste all my time on kelly when she dun even know me, so what? in my mind, kelly is worth my time even if she says NO. and in my opinion, isn’t it good to have somebody who is like a role model to me? i mean i look up to kelly as an IDOL, is there smth wrong with that? NO!


and she says that i dun spend time with my siblings…but really, who wants to spent time with ickle tods and kids? its sickening. she asked if i have to go out everyday and why? i said there’s nothing to do at home. but what i wanted to say was: at home also nothing to do, see the same faces also see until SIAN, you dun let me go out see new faces, you think i willing to spend time cropped up at home doing nothing not?


wadeva, i know she will nvr understand the live of a teenager in the 21st century. much less me… 😦




to my mum: THIS IS THE 21st CENTURY ALREADY. NOT THE 20th!