Oh my oh my.

yesterday night at around 3am, AH! tragedy struck! my blog’s template was in a bloody mess! GOD. i was so devastated, for a moment i thought, i might just break down and cry. anyway, things are finally settled. phew. of course, many thanks to Bixuan for sloving my crisis. without her, i think i would be like a confuzzled five-year-old.

oh well, many would think i’m just making a mountain out of a molehill, but have you any idea how important this blog is to me? so what if this blog was started because of an useless english assignment? i’m using it now, its the only place where i post things that happens in my life. reminicise, and most importanly, BLOG. so, its really quite important as you can see.

of course, its not as fanciful nor as interesting as Xiaxue’s one, but its good enough for me. so if you don’t like this ranting ground of mine, or can’t stand what i have to say, i think the only thing you can do is to just, well, shut up and get a life. stop being a loser who leaves anonymous, unpleasant, crude, uncivilised and dumb comments to spite me. you know i’m not as low as you and you know i’m won’t fall for your oh-i-think-you’re-such-a-bitch,-maybe-you-should-stop-blogging tag, or the, i-think-you’re-fat tag.

HELLO. these things can’t put me down, i’m not you for goodness sake. and with this, i hope you to stop behaving like a 3-year-old.

short post today! off to find my TYS and textbooks!

OH YES! blogger’s working again! =)

i feel so dead now. just came back from this PAYM concert with Kelly, Kaira and S.H.E! when S.H.E, everyone was so bloody HIGH lar. all stood up, waved their lightsticks and cheered! almost like a concert! and, the 3 girls were so cute, so pretty, so glamourous! =)
of course, Kelly was pretty today too! she wore a black empire cut dress with a V-neck and a hem which just fell above the knees. plus, a chi chi looking pair of ankle boots! she had big retro squared earrings on her too! black with polka dots, like mine! except that mine’s round. X). tsk tsk, felt so pathetic, i screamed, “KELLY, JIAYOU!”, twice, and she didn’t seemed to have heard it, and because i was in the VIP area, everyone looked at me like i was a… mad woman. fine. i would like to say, actions from the Great and Good had always been opposed by those with mediocre minds.

let’s reminisce a little. i realised that i really miss the good old times after today’s event. i miss the times when we were all donned in our red FC tee, then everyone would have a board, so that when Kelly’s performing, everyone would be so high! miss the times where we would just rot at MDC waiting, or going super early for events to book seats for others. miss so many things. so many things that will never come back again.
no, not what you think. just that the numbers are diminishing. i mean, people do grow up, when you grow up, you got to make your own living, no one’s responsible for you anymore, you can’t just take money from your treated like ATM parents like as if it was the most natural thing that has ever occured. so, naturally many are now out of the FC, some working, some to study, and well, some just leave after they had their share of fun.
i miss the times. really, i really do!!!

anyway, i wonder what’s with my blog, apparently, there’s errors which i don’t know what. because whenever i click ‘Publish Post’, this will some out. ‘There were errors.’ ok, i know got errors, but, TELL ME WHAT THEY ARE CAN?

i went to GCMA’s red carpet. oh, how should i describe the atmospehere? ok, it was very very red carpet-ish. hey, how do you want me to describe it anyway? its just like any other red carpet you went too. i reached the place at around 4.40pm, it was already packed by then. took a place near the start. red carpet started officially at 6pm? yeah, something like that. first group was i forgot who. 2nd group was Kelly and WL, third was JY and Ling Yu Zhong, then blah blah blah until the last group, Andy Lau and Stephanie Sun.

Glamourous. was the only one word to describe it all. every star were decked from head to toe in their chi chi designer clothings. and i thought kelly looked especially pretty with her hair, the dress and her uber chi chi boots.
JY was handsome and suave. though when compared to Andy Lau, who is still unbelievably charming for his age, he still has quite a long way to go. Kaira Gong and Guo Mei Mei was pretty too, very sweet! S.H.E was super cute, their antics were even cuter! Rainie was so very pretty! very princess-ish!
of course, Steph Sun was as usual, the most glamourous one of all! Fish Leong and Tanya was oh-so-cool and stylish!

all in all, it was a memorable event, minus the sweat, and the wait.

now that we mentioned those. SWEAT and WAIT. i believe that i have to start complaining already.
GRRR. it was uber disgusting. i was in the front. bloody front. meaning that i had a clear view then. but when it started, this particular no dress sense cheena girl just came and used me as her cushion so that she could get a good picture on her manual camera( how bloody pathetic.) ok, me being the kind me didn’t really cared. well, i mean, i’m kind of doing a good deed what, so i didn’t really care. BUT. the girl. SO UNCIVILISED. she pushed me further. hello ma’am, if you couldn’t see, no more space was in front for me already. unless i pushed the barrier down. uncivilised freak. lucky she didnt have BO, if not, i will turn around, face her and strings of vulgarities will come out from my mouth. bloody hell. the least she could do was to say a sorry. but no! apparently, she’s so uncivilised, she doesn’t even know the word SORRY exists. what a loser and disgrace for Singaporeans.

the awards just ended, bet the stars would be going for their even more chi chi post-party celebration, then back to hotel to change and then HOME. =)

oh, another thing to mention, Kelly and JY did wonderfully and marvellously well for their duet 〈无底洞〉! GOD. go hear it. its so much better than the previous .

on a totally irrelevant added note. i’m so in love with chi chi things now. chi chi atmospere, chi chi people, chi chi accessories, chi chi decor. WHATEVER. the chi chi-er the better for me.

went to forum and saw a new article posted. in it, it said that Kelly will be signing a contract as long as 8 years. god. EIGHT years? 8 YEARS?! not very long right, HEH. i would be lying if i said that. 8 years is 2920 days you know, 2920 days is 70080 hours you know, 70080 is 4204800 minutes you know, 4204800 is 252288000 seconds YOU KNOW? in 8 years, 2920 days, 4204800 minutes, 252288000 seconds, i’ll be 24 bloody years old. OMG. so old!

WOW. 8 years. i don’t think i will be interested in idolising by that time. will most prob be slogging my guts out for my life then. work 24/7 then spend what i earned and work like a mad dog just to spend again. GRRR. anyway, back to the 8 years thing. the Yao Chien wants to make her the 2nd Stephanie Sun, why must make her the 2nd? why can’t she have her own style? as popular as Steph Sun, ok, i understand. but if its gonna make her THE 2nd Sun, then for what?
actually, i don’t know why i’m writing this man. not like i will have a say in it right? just feel that Steph Sun shouldn’t be a stereotype for Singapore’s singers. i mean, no doubt she’s good, i personally like her music too, but if too many of the same kind is around, it will be redundant, to me that is. and, everyone has their own style, if you’re the 0h-i-need-be-the-next-Steph Sun- in-order-to-succeed, then i’m sorry, you most probably won’t be the next singing sensation. because in this market, what we want now is your own unique characteristics. if you have the talent, go for it! if you’re still in that little box of yours, thinking that you can only succeed when you become like someone, you will be suppressing what you can do in order to be that someone.

remember, if you think that many are better than you, think again, you’re better than many others too.

i really don’t know what’s with me today. woke up at 7.30am, already late for lesson which would start at 8am, still i laid in bed til 8.15am, then got up and get ready. when i reached school, it was 9am already. and lesson ends at 9.30am. the normal me wouldn’t have even went back to school if i’m going back for only 1/2 an hour. alas. like i said, i don’t know what’s with me today.

well anyway, shimin, wan yi and i went to TM after lesson, again, i didn’t know why i went there when i missed my bed so so badly. ok. so we reached there, 10am, still quiet, not all shops are opened. so, we went in Isetan, the only properly opened one, we went to these accessories section, then wan yi saw one necklace, -really nice, i must say- we were looking only, then the sales approached us and said, very nice right? buy lar…blah blah. i wasn’t paying any attention to what she was saying. then after like a minute, the sales said, “nah, please go over to that counter and pay.” wan yi was like, ‘HUH?!’ then she said, i didn’t even say anything. XD. but still, she paid cus she said the necklace was nice.

now you tell me. got like do business one or not? customer never say anything, then you just talk and ask customer to pay? WTH?! like the article i read the other day, i forgot where, oh, in ‘8 days’. anyway, in that article, this journalist went to a chi chi Japanese restaurant to eat. they were sitted at the sushi bar, and well, halfway through their meal, the chef offered them some in season crap, otori i think? anyway, the chef offered them and they thought that it was free since anything the chef gives you when you didn’t order it, is considered as COMPLIMENTARY, they went, ‘why not?’. after that, the chef offered them another plate, they went like, ‘whoa, so good?!’ anyway, they ate it, thinking that it was complimentary.

when bill came, it turned out that they HAD to pay for the supposedly complimentary dishes. WTH? you tell me lar? got like that one not? i don’t know why that customer so nice go pay, if its me, i will call the manager out, call the whoever just to clarify. i mean, hell, never order anything, then you push to me some plate of in season crap and expect me to pay? go fly kite! after that, i will complain to the CASE and said that the restaurant 当顾客是凯子！want to 坑顾客的钱！

heh. i’m a bloody picky customer.

ok, back to TM. we went to Watson’s in B1, and i told shimin, i want to go play with the Maybelline mousse foundation! she was like, OK! and then, upon reaching the store, i saw mousse blushers! god, they were so nice! i especially like the one with glitter in it! i mean, WOW. super glam lar! and and, its supposed to be limited edition and it back only by popular demand! i think i will buy it man! $12.90, price is quite reasonable, cus can use for quite a long time. but, the problem is, buy for what? i mean, i’m not really a ‘make-up’ person what. so buy for what? then the answer came, buy for fun! =).

aiyoh, i’m so in love with Maybelline’s Mousse’s line now. i mean, it doesn’t help that the first make-up tool i have is a Maybelline lipstick given to me by my mum, and of course it doesn’t help that Kelly’s the spokesperson too. hell, i even have Maybelline nail polish you know. ok, that’s irrelevant.

anyway, shmin told me that kelly is on Cleo’s supplementary make-up magazine this month when we were in school. i went, ‘HUH?! then why you never bring for me?!’ she said, ‘you also never say mah’. the nerve of that girl, i swear, i will throttle her someday. anyway, i saw the mag when i was buying ‘i weekly’. anyway, i think the new picture of kelly very pretty lar. but, i’m just curious, what’s with the bright red lipstick? and i think Maybelline is biased. Singapore’s spokesperson’s picutre bever use photoshop! i mean, not likt its not nice, but it would be better if the perfected it with a bit of photoshop here and there what. bloody hell, can see the contact lenses, the foundation looked cakey and way too powdery too. and best of all, the eyelashes were clumoed up. ok, not very very clumped, but still, clumped. then i see Zhang Ziyi’s picture for Maybelline, FLAWLESS one ok. GRRR, unfairness, but still, i think kelly looks pretty in that picture!

i really don’t know what’s with me today, why am i typing a post this long?

today i’m doing a post on 4e5! don’t ask me why, i just felt like doing it. =)

i remembered a someone who said this, ‘Eeyer! i don’t like to combine classes with 4e5, cus they are damn rude and noisy!’, and so polite was the person, she said it in front of me. knowing full well that i was in the class -off-topic , HELLO MADAM/MISS, if you’re going to talk bad about something, at least have the courtesy to do it behind the subject’s back can?- ok, back to topic. i will now say something.

funny, how a supposedly RUDE class have so many positive comments from various teachers. i mean, HEY its POSITIVE comments. and, well, we admit, we might not be the most well-behaved class around, but we are definitely not rude! i mean, how can we be so well-love by teachers when we are rude? teachers always say, oh, 4e5 huh? slow in learning, YES, but DEFINITELY NOT RUDE.
and really, LOOK WHO’S TALKING? i for one don’t think we are rude because we listen as much as we can in class, we play only when no teachers are around, we don’t bully our chinese teacher, we don’t do the things that we shouldn’t in front of any teachers and, WE NEVER pack our bags before the bell rings. packing bags before the bell when the teacher’s still around? i swear, that’s what i call RUDE.
the other day, i walked out of class without teacher’s permission heading for the toilet, since the teacher was absent. i went pass one class, when they saw me, they practically SCREAMED at their teacher, guess what they said, ‘老师！你看，他们放学了！’-HELLO. last time i checked before i came out of class, there were still 10 minutes to end of school!- and before the teacher could say anything, they just added on and on, one after another, and then, i don’t know what happened but i guess the teacher didn’t allow because they were still in class when i came back from the toilet. now, that’s rude.

and, look at 4e2! they are easily the most well-loved class around, but they too admit that they aren’t really the politest of all. i mean, they said, ‘yah, we admit we are rowdy, but teachers love us for that! =) ‘
now really, if you want your class to have more attention, maybe, do it the right way next time, no point going around and say, ‘aiyah! 4e5…blah blah blah.’ sorry, but we really don’t care. you aren’t in our exclusive class, so i suggest you make some really constructive comments next time, unless you enjoy my sarcarsm, which i think you really do.

bloody hell man. next time, when you want to say something negative about anything related to me, don’t bloody hell do it in front of me. i mean, ok, its not too polite also, but its a tad bit better.

oh, the above were complains. now are the loves.

what i love about 4e5.

i love the way that we fit into each other’s lives perfectly like a puzzle.
i love the way Miss Yap fusses over us like a hen over her chicks.
i love the way we are still one another’s friends after all the conflicts these two years.
i love the way we work together as a team on the things we want.
i love the way we joke around one another.
i love the way we skip lessons together.
i still love many many things about 4e5! but for now, its like that because my hands are going to ache from typing this long long post. =)

this is gonna be a random post because i’m so bored now! i really don’t know what to do. so i’m blogging to kill time!!!

went hopping around some sites and found more people typing this. ‘ ii heaartt euxx’. GRRR. what HEART? can’t you just say ‘ I LOVE YOU?!’ what’s with the twists and turns? HEART? you heart me? more like i liver/lung/gall bladder you.
its so bloody irritating to see people type like that. what’s the point of MOE engaging professional english teachers to teach you english when you don’t even want to learn? might as well ask MOE to strike off English and replace it with Singlish! bloody dumb lar. waste your time to type extra things, as if life not boring enough right? still want to make life even more boring by doing all these impractical things. i suggest MOE should just save that money for engaging professionals to give out more scholarships to people who really wants to learn. not the, ‘ i lurbs euxx andd euxx hearttx miexx’ people.

and that bloody haze outside!!! when is it going to go? go away! its irritating everyone everywhere. darn Indonesia, ok, not every indonesian in indonesia, but the self-centred selfish ones. GRRR. i will suggest a better method. CUT THE TREES DOWN WILL YOU?! don’t BURN them. CUT THEM AND MAKE THEM INTO PAPER! conserve resources, get it? bloody arseholes with no brains.

i think, that’s quite enough complaints for today already. shall go do my maths now.

pumps are: heeled or flat shoes with a covered, round toe.
loafers are: slip on shoes, covered, which are usually flat or with short heels.
mules are: backless shoes. simple as that.

just a few more random words to add to my shoe vocab. i used to only know pumps. now i know, shoes are not heesl and flats or boots only. there are oxford, mules, loafers…blah blah. funny how i can remember all these but not my bio facts. ta. i really wonder what’s in my brain sometimes.

‘THINK ABOUT YOUR FUTURE!’, that’s what i hear most these days. darn lar. who doesn’t? hell. i even dream about my future. ‘ok, visualise what you want to be 10 years from now. remember, what you visualised would be what you want. in order to have it, you do everyting you can to have it’. that’s what a friend told me months ago.

ok, let’s see. 10 years from now. what do i want to be? i don’t want to be impractical and i don’t want to be too ambitious, that’s one thing i know i want. ok, back to topic. i would want to have a well-paid job in a large company -i’m not ambitious! i need to support my little siblings ok!- better still if company is mine! okok. maybe not a huge MNC, but preferably a small but big enough company to let me do what i want. then, i’ll most probably in the service or manufacturing industry, and and, if possible, i’ll let Kelly endorse my products! ok, that’s digressing. and it most probably won’t be happening.

all in all, i know i want a successful and extravagant life. and since i don’t have a rich father, it would be wise to say that what i want is only up to myself to get it. i’m materialistic. i admit. in 10 or 15 years down the road, i want to be able to walk into LV/Chanel/YSL/Dior/Burberry/Hermes etc, and come out with the latest IT bags, patented shoes, newest fashion, accessories and make-up.
impractical? that’s to you, not me.everyone has their different goals to achieve in life. mine’s like that.

TA! enough of nonsense. whole day of mugging tomorrow! 18 more days. if i don’t do it now. then my dreams will only remain as dreams.

hello. i finally know why boys are so besotted with Fiona Xie. really. its not difficult to know why. just to say something, do you know that Fiona Xie is one of the most common things on the ‘I WANT’ list of boys that i know? ta! and you wonder why. seriously, her figure and that pretty porcelain face is enough to make even girls swoon, much less boys with raging hormones. heh.

oh, and did i mention that i screwed up bio prac this afternoon? tsk tsk. i feel so dead. as in so so dead.

and i learnt a new idiom today! ‘俗不可耐’, love the way Fiona Xie said it in the 9pm show. absolutely marvellous.

ta. Maggi and Me ended today. aiyoh, so sad, its difficult to find such a nice sitcom nowadays. oh well, of course, it was made even better with kelly in it. i mean, HEY. that’s what you will get from a fan what. but all in all. the show was bloody good. hilarious! i hope kelly gets to appear more on TV! kind of like the way she acts in front of the camera, i mean, not really natural, but from a neutral side of view, i think she’s very good for a newbie ok! but sad lar, she wasn’t nominated for Star Awards! how unfair huh?
JY wasn’t in it too! darn! according to i weekly, they didn’t get nominated cus they didn’t continue their contract with MDC after the first one ended in September, that’s why forfeited. TA. what a dumb excuse. from my point of view that is.
and and. even sadder lar. she’s packing her bags and leaving soon…T_T

i think, this is quite enough for today. =) have a happy day people. life is about enjoying.