Oh my oh my.

the weather is sick. and eveyone is falling sick because of the sick weather. even me.

have been coughing non stop since morning and my nose is like a malfunctioning tap. its freaking disgusting, and i just finished a whole box of tissues. TERRIBLE. and poor eileen is sick too. awww, poor girl, she has to work and she’s sick now, how?

just watched SB. Amber is OUT. i was like WTH? they were like so much better than that some other chapaklang group which can neither sing nor dance. i’m not evil ok. i’m just stating FACTS. anyone watched Devil beside me by Rainie? its a very very nice show. so sweet, you wouldn’t need anymore sweets to sweeten up your day. and best part. it reminds me of JC and WT. whahaha. dunno why also. but they just come into your mind when you watch that show.

i’m sneezing again. that’s like the 5892482nd time today. somebody help me please.

read the papers and saw the news. Angelina Jolie just gave birth to a baby girl with a super difficult to memorise name. but i still pity jennifer aniston and i still think that Brad pitt is damn stupid to divorce aniston. he’s such a heartbreaker.

WHEE! Os ended like 3 hours ago. i thought the paper was OK. but not sure if i can get the results i want. i dun wanna retake, its so gonna waste my time, energy and money, but somehow i got a feeling its 50/50. shucks.

funny. today’s P2 was actually easier than P1, and i finished P2 before time for the first time. XD. then after i finished the paper i still got 15 mins. so i just stared into space. then dunno why, i thot of WtP. LOL. then i used my sweaty fingers to write WtP on my table. i think the invigilators thot i was going bonkers. throughout the paper i was sneezing like mad also. then i was like. which freaking idiot was scolding me when i was doing my paper? to hell with that asshole.

and now, i’m at weimin’s house watching Devil beside me. whee. i think its super nice man. so sweet =) its reminds me of JC and WT. LOL.

less than 24 hours. OH NO! HOW???

ok, now outside my room, my mum, grandmum and sis are making dumplings. and, i’m blogging, got to go and help after this post is finished. today, i must get enough rest, so that i won’t be too tired tomorrow. later, after the dumplings, will go and fill up coupons, so happy! can continue doing already! WHEE! was listening to the radio, then the song came up, NUMBER 16! OMG, i was like so happy! this week mut send in 100, should be able to do it lah, do like 60 now, then tomorrow after Os can do the remaining 40, paste stamps and VOLA! off they go into the Singapore Post!

reminder to self. bring STAMPED dictionary and IC or PASSPORT to school tmr.

tomorrow, there’s an oral practice at FIVE. before that, head off to Supermarket after exams to buy food for tuesday with the rest.

must relax. Mr Lua said we shouldn’t be studying at this point in time already, we should relax, and prepare ourselves properly for tomorrow. ok, i shall do that.

off to make dumplings! WHEE! and write coupons! WHOO!

WHEE. i’m at kah yee’s place now. CHINESE INTENSIVE. and we are discussing like mad on what to do on monday. less than 48 hours only. OMG. like so far yet so near. pre-exam fears. damn, its coming again. and i cant stand myself when i’m stressed. cus i eat to destress. and when i eat, i EAT ALOT. as in alot. that’s why i get fat easily during exams, ok, although i’m not that slim to start with.

e5 gathering on tuesday! but sad, 4e1 has one too, means some has to go off early. sad man, its like WTH. but heck.

i shall stop for now. STUDY.

what a bad day. tsk tsk.

ok, so it wasn’t that that bad, had so called EMERGENCY EXERCISE. bull only. ok, so the whole school was ‘evacuated’ and all 1400+ of us had to squeeze in that tiny basketball court, and the lower sec got no brains man. i mean seriously, they took up so much space can? as if they have huge butts like that, then upper sec not enuff space to sit, most had to stand then still kena scolding cus they sae we cannot organise ourselves as well as the lower sec. but did they even look there? the LOWER SEC TOOK UP MAJORITY OF THE COURT. open your eyes man. then sat near junkai, he was like, did you think of kelly when the emerency bell rang? i was like WTH. she’s somowhere in another end of S’pore ok, how would i know what she’s doing man? much less think of her. CRAP. the exercise took about 1 1/2hr, and it was SUPER hot. the sun was like FOC. freaking hot can?

got back report book today, disastrous page of LINES. omg. it was the worst i ever had. then went for lunch and wanting said its because i put too much time on kelly, that’s why like that, summore she said until like i was a TV freak or something, please, weimin worse than me ok? i dun think its anyone’s fault man, if there’s someone in fault, its ME. i’ve been tooooo slack since the start of term, and too overly confident, if i sae. its not kelly, neither it is the TV, its yours sincerely. ok, WAKEUP. MT Os in less than 72 hours, i’m starting to get worried, i want my A1, and this is the only subject i can excel in, i MUST GET MY A1.

then mum is not allowing me to go for FC meeting tomorrow, she saes its ok if i can handle both, but proof is that i cant. so she saes NO. fine, this time round i lose, cus the report book is her Truimph Card. i have nothing to sae. WAKEUP WAKEUP WAKEUP. both mum and frens sae i should stop KELLY-ing for these few months, and mum saes that if i can stop for these few months, after the Os, she would sponsor ALL my expenses in whatever i want to do. well, then i guess i should huh? i need to concentrate before time runs out and the Os arrive. CHIONG CHIONG CHIONG. ok, i think i shall stop for now, and i think those who dun like me will like this as well, since they have to see me during events and other whatnots.

to WtP: i guess you know what i wanna do already. i will do my best to prove to them. but you are still the only ‘but’ which i can’t continue.

in school now. just blogging for the sakeof blogging.

WTH. have english oral practice on monday after the Os. damn it man. it was supposed to be on tuesday summore ok? but i changed my slot. hey, the school did promise that we would have a rest day after Os. and its supposed to be tuesday. damn. so much for a REST DAY. my ass. irritating man, my slot is 5pm on monday. SHIT. i was intending to go for retail therapy.

i so dun feel like blogging now.

heard daniel powter’s Bad Day? i think its great, fell in love with that song the first time i heard it. but pity, no money to buy his album, gotta save for lots of things, stamps, envelopes, her present, her present, her present, my stuffs. LOADS. but still, i think that song is super nice.

did i mention that i watched Dream Chasers til i cried on monday? yan and weimin said that i was too drama. but hey, there’s nothing with being a little too emotional ok? i cried at the scene when Lynn died, cus it was like super sad? after the show, weimin was like, i’m much worse than her and its just a show, not like the real kelly is dying, summore she was sitting in front me when i watched it. LOL. but only tv shows can make me cry like that ok? i hardly ever cry, even when like i’m super depressed, but dunno why, the tap just has to get loose when it comes to tv shows.

so weird. its like we hate yet we still want to love her. WEIRD. the other day we were still discussing on what to buy for her birthday. mad. i think we are going mad already.

counting down. 4 more days to DOOM. still can’t believe that i’m taking my Os in 4 days time. its like, OMG. help man, I NEED HELP. XD. there’s a briefing regarding the Os tomorrow, all of a sudden everyone’s like MAD again. time sort of just flew past in school these few days. like BANG. and the Os are before us already. i personally think that they should change the way they plan the papers, i can’t stand doing both MT papers in a day, i’m fine with P1, in fact, i like doing them. but P2 is like HORRIBLE. its boring and you can’t really think for that after using so much brain cells for P1.and i HATE P2, if only they didn’t change the sullabus and format, with the old format, i can defintiely score an A1, but the new one just sucks.i DETEST COMPREHENSIONS of any kind.

need to sell another 3 more coupons for the school for the fund-raising thing, i was joking that i should have sold the coupons to Kelly when i saw her on monday. XD. funny, then jas, wt, wm, ky was like, she sure kena mob if she somes to the carnival. but i dun care man, like she will come if she really buys the coupons? nah, i just wanna sell off the coupons ASAP, i dun care if they come after buying. yes, i am REALISTIC.

WHEE! i’m back. XD. hectic week coming ahead, just thought that i’ll use a little break to update. school is organising MT intensive for 4E5N every single day, there’s an AGM on saturday, after that study session with Ky, Wt etc. so tiring, i dun want! XD. mid-yr results are out, i shan’t elaborate it on this blog, too ashamed of my results this semester.

yesterday, when i was in the hall checking my Emaths paper, i checked my phone and receive an SMS from 73388, the lucky draw i took part in to win a pair of preview tickets for the last epidsode of Dream Chasers Preview, super lucky man, won a pair of tix and i asked weimin to join me. WHAHAHAs. it was at GV-MS. then the host of the event and the 3 stars asked questions, i won a HUGE poster with the signatures of the three of them now hung on my wall for answering them correct. LOL. and they said it was the ONE AND ONLY in the world. sounded weird, but yah, it is the one and only in the world. XD.

to WtP: well, i guess at this state, we should have nothing to sae already. or perhaps i should have never started it after all. so much work and efforts are like all down the drain now. i dun blame anyone for this, cus from the start, you had always been so near yet so far, i guess it all falls back on my own wishful thinking. but still, i want to thank you for letting kearn so many new and valuable things, by appearing in my life, you made it more fruitful, like them, i think i will never stop doing what we used to do. you know what, someday, if you know what i am talking about, i hope you do try to notice the people around you, can you not forever just look there? you have to know that they aren’t the only ones alive, it depresses others like me and them, i think you know it to, just that sometimes, the feeling of being too loved gets into you… if you read this and understand it, please know that i’m not complaining or trying to TELL or TEACH you what to do. i will never do that to anyone and can never do that.

WHEE! today was super fun, the HRC gathering turned out well! nobody wanted to go home at the end of the event. it was SUPER FUN! fun, fun and more fun! everyone was like super high towards the end, everyone was like jumping, screaming and singing!!! and i passed yujie’s design to Emily today, wonder if it would be chosen. then before she left, she wished the O’Level students good luck for the MT paper on next monday. ok, for that, i’m gonna get an A1 for my MT. but of course not for that only, its also for myself, and the people surrounding me!

after that, me, yan and jevon went to eat at Yoshinoya, sad lah, eileen had to leave early. then so long never see one another, of course alot of shit to talk about… so we went from kelly to singing then to acting and we were saying like so long as you live, you will know how to act. on my way home on mrt, i thot about it and felt that it was kinda true. ‘life is but a show’ so true. we act all the time, clever people know how to act around different people and seriously, who is not acting? i see them, they are like professional actors, i bet they will make it big if you put them on the big screen. they are so good, they know when to hide themselves among important people and know when to show themselves at what they call, WORTHLESS people. pathetic, if you ask me to sae.

having lessons til 4pm on monday, too bad, cant go to the NYP campus concert. wasted. i wonder when will have another event…waiting for AGM on next sat, i wonder what emily wants to address about.

WHAHAHA! i’m back and i’m using my favourite colour, GREEN! came back to post cus i think this time got things to post. ok, i know its lame.

after doing my previous post, i went to eileen’s blog, thereafter, went to wan fong’s blog, read her recent posts, tsk tsk, too many things to sae.

dunno why, but same like wf, kinda want to listen to her competition songs instead of album ones, and i listened to the same song too! ‘open your eyes’. after listening, then i went back to think on how i started this after all.

still rmb, it was bochao who brought me in, but i joined like super late. LOL. nevertheless, i had fun all the same. the first person i knew was Kx, i still remember it was at the SPC event, only a handful went, and bochao was like saying, wha, you very lucky lor, first time come can see her upclose already. i was like YAH. that was 24th Sept last year. then my second event was the J8 Cd launch thing, met Eli and my da jiejie adeline for the first time there. after that was the SuperConcert, met wf for the first time there, but didn’t really talked, until the CSS auditions, which was real fun! me and wf was like so good then, did everything together, then after that were the MDC days, we would just ait for her outside MDC, but ididn’t go often, they were the ones who went there like everyday. after that, was the chalet which was SO SO SO FUN! and the memories too… then dunno what happened, me and wf like distant le, now even worse, we dun even really talk even when we see one another, that day however, we were kinda sms-ing one another cus of the YTSS thing and i was like, whoa, this kinda feels like the past.

i really dunno why, if you asked me, i also dunno what made this to happen, maybe it was smth i did, i dunno, i just hope that they would come and tell me, if only everthing can go back til like it was in the past when we were ALL in one in group, to bitch, to laugh, to eat. XD. now, i dunno how. i read her posts, i would be lying to sae that i’m not jealous at all, i mean, who wouldn’t be? sometimes i really hope to be able to join them and have fun together, but what used to seem so normal looks so impossible now.

MBS, you are so so so so so biased. can you like realise that there are other ppl out there too? can you not always dampen our or shld i sae mine spirits by doing this? can you? can you not make this happen only in dreams and imaginations?