Oh my oh my.

YAY! i’m finally blogging again!

this week is a busy week, tons of homework, thousands of tests, upcoming mid-yr and and MT Os. can die lor. i’m like breaking under stress. LOL. that’s an overstatement actually. and i’m now deaperately looking for a chem tutor. my chem is like hopeless…really. my mind is blank when it comes to chemistry.

back to daily life. did 55 coupons and sent them all in! so happy. i like doing them. got sense of achievement. if this week result come out, got improve, EVEN BETTER! went online and wanfong told me da jie want send in 400++ this week. i was like OMG. alot man! but nvm, i wanna do! just scared not enuff $$ for stamps only… so sian ok. this week gai ban come out… but no money to buy cus stamps took most of my pocket money this week… but never mind… LOL.

shall stop crapping! i’ve decided, i shall work very hard for this mid-yr, i really need to wake up, if not, Os, i’ll be the first one to die. =X

what is with the Motorola Razr V3 craze nowadays? aorund me there’s like so many of my frens using Pink, i turn around and i see my frens and people on the street with the Grey one, turn back in front again, i see her with a Black one. like WTH. i’m practically surrounded by V3s, is it really that good? if so, i want a V3 for myself too!

back to daily life, mock exams yesterday, i got so tired doing it already, i just spent like 1 hour on the chinese paper and i slept for the rest of the time. LOL. and i wasn’t the only one, i was sitting in the fornt of the hall, so i turned around to see what the others were doing, beside me, weimin was still busy double-checking, behind i saw phebe still writing, jasmine slacking, then as usual, Ber the Empress FAINTED. =x. then i turned around again to look at E4 that side, and saw wanting SLEEPING. i never knew she will sleep during exams, then after the paper i was laughing at her lah, then she said she was half-dead then, she desperately needed sleep. XD anyway, took a bet with wenhui and ah loy, the one who scores the lowest will need to treat the other two to a meal. OMG. i then regretted. cus i really gave crap for that paper. shit. this time sure DIE.

Love and Hate is only a fine line apart.

with you, i dunno if its love or hate.

met angelina, KY, candice and WT to go to school for MT mock at 7.20am today. but the ever Late Queen. Miss WT. reached only at around 7.40am. so late can? and the paper is supposed to start at 8am. and i told her all the while, its been others waiting for me, i never had to wait, this time is for her. anyway, mock paper today was kinda crap. couldn’t really write, writer’s block. then came Paper ll, i got so fustrated with doing it that i just gave crap. XD

bought this week’s 8days cus kelly was in it. this week’s issue was ‘The Bachelorette issue!’ LOL. they interviewed 9 ladies in total, including Fiona Xie, Ann Kok, Dawn Yang, Patricia Mok and Kelly etc. funny lor, the way they interviewed the girls. and there was a question that left an impression on me. it goes like this, ‘Size of the ship or motion in the ocean?’ most of the girls were asked this question. and i myself like the way they asked it, an indirect but straighforward manner.(yes, its a little paradox) i’m not the age to answer this question yet lah, but its not bad to read how others feel, i especially like fiona and kelly’s answer. Fiona xie’s answer was like, ‘Viking toss in a tempestuous sea! Paper boat on a placid lake. Variety is key.’ Kelly’s one went like this, ‘Motion in the ocean. i read in a man’s mag that size doesn’t matter: its the technique that counts.’ i think its damn hilarious lah, the whole interview.

fine. i think that’s about all for today. i want to organise a sleepover for my e5 girls. i think its gonna be great fun. yesterday was already fun. LOL. really, girls are easily satisfied, all they need is a few good frens, a good camera some ice cream, a good and big bed to lie and roll on, good music, their mouths to chat through the night, and voila! its another memorable experience. =)

YAY! i’m back! had girls’ night out today! super fun!

read some lame blogs at weimin’s house. really. some people are just plain LAME. they just want to do something to grab someone’s attention. oh pur-lease. give us a break. we can differentiate between right and wrong. get a life.

after reading, me and the forever late queen miss wanting went down to join the rest for our BBQ! so fun lah, then we took pictures and we palyed with firecrackers! AHHH! it reminded me of my childhood! XD

phebe, candice, anqi left early, so the 5 of us left went back to weimin’s room, we ate ice cream, had girls’ talk, then we took more pics! and wanting is now Mrs Lum and i am Mrs Lee. LOL. super funny. and she looks like a boy with her new hair! so all of us are calling her BoyBoy now!

i wanna sleep already. there’s mock MT exam tomorrow…

whahaha. i’m having a Lov3-hate relationship with two hers. and, the funny thing is that i’m still not a lesbian. xD

the first her. is HER. really, i dunno what’s wrong with me man. i just cant take my mind of her. no matter what she does, i still think she’s still the her we love… even though she looks as if there’s only one person whom she really cares about. i miss HER. really. i hope that if she one day reads my blog, she knows its her i’m talking about.

the second her is still HER. this her. OMG. i have nothing to sae. its like one moment, i still love the Her. the next moment. i hate her. she did one of the nicest things that ever happened to me and now, she just did one of the worst things that had ever happened me. i really dunno. ever since that incident, we are like so fake to one another now. i dun like this man. its like what has happened to us? really, i sincerely hope that this will change. i’ll never forget this. ‘ no matter what you do, i still love you guys like i’ve always do’, i teared at this sentence. but i quickly hid it by looking around. if you ever read this, i want you to know too. no matter what happens, i still like you like i’ve always do. =)

WHAHAHA. i’m in school now. bleh. supposed to do a project now, but i’m wandering. LOL.

i’ve been talking alot to wanting lately. as in alot. shall elaborate next time.

My bitchy teacher who is standing behind me is asking me to close this window. and i have to. bleh. XD. she’s seeing this and i’m still typing no matter what. SHE’S EVIL. =x

Mock exams — one word — DIE. =x

other than mock exams, today is like super fun. after mock exams, went to TM for lunch with WM, KY, WT and weiling… thenafter, we went to the Shiseido counter at Isetan, but like got nothing suitable for us, so we walked around since weimin needed to buy a schoolbag. we walked around the other cometic counters, and i think the Anna Sui products’ packaging is like super cute, damn nice. then we went to this glasses area, and tried on many, i saw one super retro one, and i think its damn nice, as in really nice, i wanna go buy! after that, we went up to the second level and walked again, found nothing good so we went into Adidas, i saw this simple black jacket which is like OMG. it brings out the words ‘simplicity is beauty’ perfectly. i couldn’t take my eyes off it! wanting asked me to try, i was like NO! i dun think i would wanna take it off if i tried it on… LOL. i’m a picky shopper, its very hard to find something that will catch my eyes, but once i find that something that catches my eyes, i would be like super obsessed with that thing…

something happened in school today too, something good, but i dun think should sae…if not wanting’s gonna kill me when she sees this post. BLEH.

the five of us was like super lame toay, we were like saying next time we’ll be each other children’s godmas…so funny, i want be HS de, cus i think her child will be damn cute lor…

this year is our final year, i think we need to give each other special birthday gifts to remember one another, i was like saying since we all so ‘siao’ de, we can buy lingerie sets for our birthdays, i mean, hey, this is unique lor, unless you can like give me another better idea. LOL. i shall start to find out what my darlings like and choose the nicest and most memorable one for them!

this week just kinda flew past… monday and tuesday passsed in a blur… wednesday was fine, had a whole day of bio. thursday was fun, went to Shiseido makeup course the school planned for the sec4 girls. today was like TIRED. as in REAL tired. first, there was a resume writing course that took like 4 hours. took a mock chinese exam paper and a trial english oral examination. after school, went out with ‘san ba’ gang for dinner at marina, then we went bowling. LOL. i was like super sia suay. 6 of us played, i was the lowest, and i didn’t even have one strike. ARGH!.

was super irritated on thurday. was sleeping then wan fong called and the first thing she told me was ‘ EH! KELLY HAVING EVENT AT MARINA SQUARE NOW!’ i kind of jolted out of bed immediately. she asked me to go i was like how? no money to take cab down. in the end. none of us went. WTH. that was like the second uninformed event. freaking angry lah! then, eileen called to tell that there’s finally a event on 30th of april. but blooody hell. that’s my mum’s birthday! WTH. how can i like forsake my mum? and on her birthday summore? AHHHHH! its like there’s finally an event but its like impossible to go. ARGH! what kind of planning is this? AAAAHHHHHHH!

super tired now, and i’m supposed to wake up at 6.30am to go to school to take mock exams again tomorrow. SIAN. my god. my life right now is in a state of DISTRESS. its a ‘no life’ life that i am leading, Os are impt but i think body and mind elaxation is equally impt too. so its not funny when you tease someonelike that ‘oh haha, your life now should be totally devoted to Os…’ please, its super to the max not funny and please dun joke about this kind of things. i still want a life that belongs to me. BLEH. i dun care.

Oh damn! kelly went to DanceWorks today! i didnt know anything man, until bok, zhi hui, sarah and jun kai called to inform, i was like SHOCKED. when i heard it , i mean i think i can go backstage if i went, then summore no one there, only me! i kinda lost a once in a lifetime chance. shucks.

went dinner with the ’38’ gang yesterday night. LOL. we ate steamboat at Bugis, 12 per pax, damn cheap. we ate a lot, as in a lot, just counting straw mushrooms only, we had like 8 plates of it and each plate that came, came like a mini mountain of straw mushrooms on a plate. LOL. clara kinda of counted ans came to a conclusion that the 7 of us ate about 20 full plates of different food. what’s more, wen hui had like 4 cans of green tea, ber had 3, me and hew wai had 2 cokes each, the rest one can each. OMG. that’s like 15 can drinks and 20 plates of food. then we went back to bugis junction to take neo prints, and took the train home…

took english and maths mock exams today. one word. DISASTROUS. english was quite ok, maths was a total disaster. my paper might as well be blank. =x


someone said, ‘ Life is short, live everyday to the fullest.’ i so totally agree with this sentence. life is like really short, time flies faster than a concorde, we must learn how to treasure and cherish things around us…
Death comes easily. it is normally the people who are left behind who experiences the pain. understand? i hope you don’t. cus if you understand, it means that you have gone through such pain already. i think i can understand a little of it, i still haven go through pains that will enable me to experience my sentence.