Archive for February 2006
this week is a VERY VERY emotional week for me.
my maternal grandaddy passed away on last thurs, 2/2/06. didn’t know wat to sae at all when my mum called from the hospital. then came the much dreaded funeral, it was all ok til the last day, i told myself that i couldn’t cry cus for one thing, my mum will be crying, and the little ones will too, if i cry too, who’s gonna handle the situation? but. i still cried, its sad, the whole funeral thing sort of confirm his death, i still wanna think that he will just sit in his room and entertain us with his songs, but no, he didn’t and will never. T_T i mean, since young, i was not as close to my maternal side compared to my paternal side. but hey, the person lying in the coffin is STILL my grand dad. it was sad you know, to see him lying there and knowing that he will never wake up again. i dunno how to explain how i felt but it was not a good feeling, it was like somewhere inside your heart is emptied. when he was cremated, we saw his coffin lifted up, all of us cried, especially my cousin, she was so sad, i mean my granddad was her closest kin possible i think, she lost her mum at a young age and my granddad doted on her, she cried so much, i think she almost fainted, she really broke down when she saw the coffin lifted up.
back to the funeral, we made it as big as possible, let him leave in glory.
back to normal everyday things. read an article on wanbao the other day, the CSS booted contestant hurled some very rude verbal abuse at WL, it was ridiculous, the things that guy said bout WL. i mean i’m a kelly fan too, do you see me scolding him like that? its too much lah. and another thing, if he can choose, do you think that he will wanna be blind? i doubt so. some things are just within our control. its sick to see ppl hurling abuse at ppl who is more unfortunate than us. and he is supposedly a elite student cus he is in one of the top JCs in singapore. he is supposed to be the kind of pillars singapore will wanna have. but after this incident, i doubt so lor. irritating.
4 more days! so excited! SMILES! KELLY JIAYOU! =)
ok, so now i can finally blog. had tried to post so many times, but bloody couldn’t! argh!
went shopping with sam the other day, she wanted to buy slippers so we went all around Tampines for quality ones. LOL. we went into Royal Sporting House and we both saw this black and pink adidas slippers, i super like them can? but it costs $49, so i went home to tell my mum and she told me that she will consider. LOL. that means NO. so i guess i’ll have to save my own money…poor me. T_T
last wednesday went to Chinatown to shop with half of my dear 4e5, LOL, we ate frog porridge, shopoed till bernadette dropped then went home. =D it was damn fun, as in REALLY fun, then before we went home, we headed to this boutique hotel called Scarlet Hotel, its a VERY VERY nice place, its damn posh can! then we took a picture with the Dracula! SMILES! i never knew that a dracula could smile. LOL
YAY! friday is approaching! going SP on that day to see my dear dear whom i mised until like dunno wat, think the last time i saw her was what? 3 weeks ago? anyway? i still miss her a lot can. T_T. DOUBLE YAY! Valentine’s day is approaching in 2 weeks time too! SO EXCITED, this means that kelly’s debut album, ‘ Love Me, Kelly’ is releasing! YAY YAY YAY! her debut hit, > is damn nice lah, i think it will be a great hit as it sort of sings out the feelings of some people.
shall stop here. there’s school til 4.30pm tomorrow i think, so sad can? TSK TSK. what is the world coming into? its like we students are spending more time in school than at home. might as well they just build a hostel?
Oh my oh my. 